The morning Love

Ridhi was walking down the street after letting out her feelings in front of her best friend. She did not wait for Riyansh to say anything; she just let out her feelings and walked away as she could not face rejection from her best friend.

On the other hand Riyansh was standing there, still in trance, trying to regain his senses for he could not believe what just happened.

He started running towards Ridhi and held her hand and pulled her closer.

"You left me there and did not wait for my answer even."

"I know what your answer would be, so it will be better if you don't say it.”, Ridhi said it all in single breath.

"Oh really! You know what my answer is?"

"Yes", said Ridhi in a voice audible only to Riyansh.

"Then say it on my part", Riyansh nudged her.

"I can't", she said with lowered eyes and lump in her throat.

She dropped a tear which kissed her lips and with that drop of tear kissed her someone, who asked her to wait for the right person.

Their lips parted but the souls got entwined forever.

She pinched him.

"Ouch", he cried, and then they laughed.

"I love you too Paglu", he said hugging her as tight as he could.

No more words were required; they held each other's hand and started walking towards Riyansh's apartment.

They walked hand in hand without exchanging a single word as their eyes did all the talking.

Heaven bestowed its blessing by pouring the rain upon them.

After a very long time Ridhi was herself today, the happy go lucky care free girl. She opened her hair and started dancing like a little kid, all Riyansh could do at that moment was watch her dancing and fall for her all over again.

"Achhu", she sneezed and he held her and went straight to the apartment without even listening to her.

They entered the apartment; he switched on the lights and brought a towel from the room.

"Hmm, take this and dry yourself.” he said in a strict voice.

She obeyed him as always.

"Where are you going?” she asked.

"To make you some soup", he said. 

"No shona, I don't need it. Aaaacchuu", she was unable to stop sneezing.

"Yeah, baby I can see, how much you don't need It.", he said it in his sarcastic tone.

"But shona it's late.” she didn't wanted him to get bothered because of her.

"You know for you I can do anything, anytime. So now just keep quiet, change your dress, relax and wait for the yummy soup.” he kissed her forehead and made his way towards kitchen.

"Shona wait, first change then go make the soup.” this time she was being instructive.

"Ohkay baby", he smiled at her.

"While he was changing in the washroom, he asked, "baby what you will change into?” he came out asking this as he was done changing.

"Shona the bag is at di's place.” she said making a puppy face.

He went to his cupboard and was searching for the blue shirt that was her favourite.

"Here, wear this, I know this one is your favourite.” he said it with a wink.

"hmm..no other option left.", she sighed.

He went to prepare the soup, she changed into his shirt.

She always wanted this, rain outside, his shirt on her and they sharing a perfect moment together like a couple.

She smiled and thanked God for finally fulfilling her wish.

Meanwhile Riyansh came back to the room with two bowls full of delicious soup. They both had the soup in no time for two reasons, firstly, they were damn hungry and secondly the soup was damn tasty.

After gulping the soup, they just started talking about their stupid yet big dreams.

The night had other plans though. While talking they both went to the bedroom and laid down there in each other’s embrace still talking and laughing but the romantic aura didn't let them continue talking.

They were looking into each other’s eyes, eventually the lips stopped and eyes did their work.

They came closer, cuddling each other under the same blanket, this was a mutual wish of their, which came true that night.

She slept in his arms peacefully.

He slept a sound sleep as she was near him.

Morning lights peaked through windows and touched the two of them together.

Ridhi woke up to find herself in the most beautiful place, in his arms. She smiled, kissed his face softly and was about to get down when Riyansh pulled her back, kissed her lips hugged her tight and asked to stay like that for a little while.

She smiled, closed her eyes and submitted herself to him. The cupid played his game of love.

Ridhi’s secret wish of making love to Riyansh, when their room would be filled with the shining sunlight, birds chirping at the window sill and sun rays touching their love engrossed body, came true that morning.

It was a morning with romantic ambiance, where she could profess her love. She wanted that moment to be best part of their love journey.

That morning not just they made love to each other but their souls found the significant other of it.

Life is worth waiting for!

*Repetitive knock at the door*

"Reeti open the door, Reeti, Reeti... What are you doing inside? Open the door child, its dinner time."  Reeti's mother was knocking the door since 10 minute for now.

"What happened?" her father came and started knocking himself.

He pushed the door hard, the bolt broke and the door was wide open.

Reeti was lying unconscious on bed and her wrist was bleeding red.

"Reeti, what did you do?", her mother started crying like maniacs and her father immediately lift her up and ran down to drive her to hospital.

*In the hospital*

"She is stable now.” the doctor said having a disgusted look.

"Wait, we need to investigate first." the police stopped Reeti's parent at door and entered the room.

*Inside the room*

"Don't be afraid, tell us why did you do this?" the police asked so as not make her feel frightened.

"Nothing, I just was not prepared for my upcoming tests. Sorry", she said bowing her head feeling shy.

*The police leaves and her parents enter the room with a friend of her.*

"Sauransh, now you only make her understand not to do any such thing in future." they left leaving them alone.

"I love you Sauransh and now you know this very well. Now don't ever leave me, or I will die proving my love for you."  Reeti said holding his hand.

Sauransh couldn't utter a single word for now he was not just shocked but terrified till core.

Reeti was recovering steadily and Sauransh was taking good care of her, not out of love but because of fear. He used to ride her to college and then drop her back at home, but he was no more in love with her; on the first place he was never in love with her.
 

*A month before*

It was fifteen minutes to twelve and Reeti was standing outside Sauransh's place, she knocked and his mother opened the door.

"Reeti what are you doing here child?” Sauransh's mother asked.

"Aunty, I visit every year here on this day at this time only." Reeti said peeping inside.

"But child, Sauransh is out with friends for a party and I thought you would be there with him." his mother said.

"Oh, actually aunty papa doesn't allow me to be out after 10 p.m. may be that is why he didn't take me." she said disheartened.

"By the way the cake is beautiful, bring it here tomorrow morning we will cut it then." the aunt said smiling.

Reeti came back, threw the cake in the dustbin, jumped on bed and started shredding silent tears.

It was the first time Reeti wasn't there with Sauransh on his birthday. Since standard first they celebrated their birthdays together, they were the first to wish each other but today on his 19th birthday he forgot her.

The clock stroke 12 and a cake was kept in front of Sauransh, but his eyes were looking somewhere else. He was busy staring his girlfriend and her ex boyfriend talking to each other.

After a while she came and he asked, "He is your ex boyfriend, your first love, right?"

"Yes, but we broke up long back." she said casually.

"Are you still friends?" he inquired.

"Yes." she answered while making him hold the knife to cut the cake.

He was about to blow the candles but his phone ringed and it was Reeti.
Seeing her name flash on screen he felt sorry and immediately went out to pick the phone dropping the knife there itself, Niyanshi, his girlfriend tried stopping him but he went out in a jiffy.

He picked up the call.

"Happy birthday." she said in a lowered voice.

"Thank you." he answered with a broad smile.
"Where are you?" she questioned.

"I am with Niyanshi, she threw a surprise party for me with her friends, I am so sorry I forgot to invite you. I am.." he was talking to Reeti and apologising for not inviting her when he was interrupted by his girlfriend who came and started shouting for giving Reeti’s call priority over cutting his birthday cake.

"What are you up to? My friends and I am waiting for you there and you are busy talking here." Niyanshi was yelling at top of her voice.

"She is my childhood friend, why are you behaving like this, you invited your ex at my birthday I didn't say anything." he said.

"He is just my friend, but Reeti doesn't like me, she doesn't like us. She likes you.” she said irritated.

The argument heated up and the end result was their break up.

After an hour, he reached Reeti’s place and like always climbed up her balcony and entered her room.

"You slept?” he whispered.

"I am not a zombie, I sleep at night like normal people." she said agitated.

"Hmm, you were right you know, Niyanshi and me weren't meant to be.” he said.

She got up and crawled to him, making him face her, she asked, "Hey, what happened?"

"We broke up." he said sighing.

"Why?" she asked in utter shock.

"I don't want to talk about it please, I am very upset. I even didn't cut my cake.” he said looking at infinity.

Reeti immediately went out and brought some sweets decorated as cake and asked him to cut it as cake.

“What is that cake doing in dustbin?” he inquired.

“I brought it for you but then threw it there in anger.” She said making a puppy face.

He cut the sweet and both of them made each other eat it.

“You know Reeti, you are so loving and caring, we know each other since childhood, now I realize why I broke up today, actually I think I love you, you know we are meant to be.” He said it under a single breath.

“You know even I had a crush on you since standard one, when we use to share our lunch.

I Love you too.” She said shying.

This one impulsive decision was about to change both the lives, but these two had no idea about it. At the age of 19 they thought they were in love, may be they were, may be yes Sauransh was in love with Reeti but there was a ‘may be’ included.

Was it really love or Sauransh just wanted to make Niyanshi jealous?

*At Reeti’s room*

“See baby, out of jealousy Niyanshi patched up with her ex, look at her photos, see...” he was busy looking at Niyanshi’s pictures on a social networking site and wanted Reeti to have a look.

“Baby, see I know it is not easy to forget her, but you will have to move on.” And she kissed him without giving him a chance to speak, and this lead to a love making session.

19, the last teen age, passion runs in blood while we are teenagers, decisions are quick, and results are not given a thought.

 Was that really a love making session or Reeti made that happen so that Sauransh doesn’t leave her ever?

This is what we do, right? Peer pressure, demonstration effect all this leads us to make quick, impulsive decisions, which sometimes lead us to unwanted results. What we consider as love sometimes is just infatuation, attraction, lust or just the idea of being in love.

*In a restaurant*

“What to order?” while Reeti was asking Sauransh about the order; Sauransh was busy staring at someone who was sitting across the tables.

“Baby, order anything you want.” He said like a gentleman.

Using the menu card as a cover he covered his face and kept on looking that person, and it was none other than his ex girlfriend Niyanshi, who was sitting with her boyfriend but was not leaving a single chance to steal a glance of Sauransh.

After seeing each other with their new partners they felt jealous, they both made an excuse to go to the washroom and met there.

“So you happy with Reeti?” she asked.

“Yes.” He said smiling faintly.

“And you?” he asked after an awkward pause.

“Don’t know.” She said shrugging her shoulders.

“Did you patch up to make me jealous?” he asked.

“Umm...I still love you...” she said looking straight into his eyes.

She pulled him closer, took him inside one of the washroom and they kissed each other passionately, he was kissing her neck, biting the ear lobes, fondling her breast and both were smooching passionately.

 After a while they stopped and Niyanshi said, “We need to tell both our partners about us.”

“Yes I will tell her soon.” He assured.

They both went back to their seats had dinner with their partners and went back to homes.

*After a week*

Sauransh distanced himself from Reeti but could not break up with her.

Niyanshi was sitting next to Sauransh at his place. She said, “you have a plan to keep two girlfriends or what?”

“No Niya, it is nothing like that, it is just, she is very emotional, and I don’t know how she will react to it.” He said being concerned.

“Either you tell her, or I will go and tell her myself.” She yelled in anger.

“No baby I will tell her myself.” He said calming her down.

*At Reeti’s room*

“Hey baby, I was thinking about you only.” She said smiling broad.

“Reeti, you are a very good girl you know.” He said settling himself on the opposite edge of bed.

“Reeti I don’t want to cheat you and I am sorry but I still love Niyanshi.” He said fumbling.

She got up from her spot and roamed in the room keeping her palm on her forehead, and Sauransh followed her behind.

“Get out!”She said pushing him out of the room.

“We can remain best friends Reeti.” He shouted from behind the door.

Best friends. Huh! Really you think you can even face that person after break up? No matter how mature you are, being friends with ex needs courage and these two were just teenagers.

This one event leads Reeti to attempt suicide.  

*Present scenario*

The phone kept on bedside table rings.

It kept on ringing for half an hour now.

“22 missed calls, this girl is mad or what?” Niyanshi asked agitated.

“I don’t know baby, even I am irritated, but I fear if she takes a more drastic step?” he said worried.

“She is emotionally blackmailing you, and you are getting swayed away.” Niyanshi said.

“I am going to tell her the truth today, I can’t take this anymore.” He picked his bike keys and left.

*At Reeti’s place*

“Hey!” said Sauransh.

“Hi, where were you? I called you so many times, you didn’t answer even once.” She inquired.

“Therefore I came here. Why were you calling?” he asked while he received Niyanshi’s call and kept it on dining table.

“Nothing, I was just missing you.” She said hugging him from behind.

 “Reeti see I don’t love you so please stop doing all this.” He said straight without hesitating.

Reeti fell back on sofa and didn’t utter a single word for few seconds which seemed as hours to Sauransh.

“Would you like to have some cake I made?” she asked as if nothing happened.

Sauransh looked at her in astonishment, to which she answered really coolly, “don’t worry; I won’t do anything this time. I should understand that we are not meant to be, but we can be friends right?” She said smiling.

“Of course we can. Bring the cake you have made.” He said still not believing what just happened.

Due to network error the call disconnected and Niyanshi didn’t call back as she too was reassured about Reeti now.

“Here, tell me how it is?” Reeti offered him the cake.

“It is...” he could barely complete the sentence that he started feeling dizzy.

“If you can’t be mine, I won’t let you belong to anyone else; I love you more than anyone.” And even she consumed the same cake and both lied unconscious on floor.

They both were taken to the hospital, but the poison was strong and they died.

Yes Reeti added rat poison to the cake and ended their lives, for she could not see Sauransh with anyone else.

Two lives that could bring a change and make a difference in the world ended like this making people related to them sad for a lifetime and above all leaving a wrong impression on their admirers.

What took their lives?

Impulsiveness, yes of course youngsters are tend to live in impulsiveness but you should think before doing anything that could affect people around you. Two people who could have achieved heights in future faced death because of uncertain decisions they made.

Who was responsible for this event?

You, me or anyone else!

But the question at first place is, were they really in love? May be they were, may be they weren’t.

In this case what took their life was possessiveness and obsession of Reeti for Sauransh.

If you see around yourself you would see many such cases, some people end up like these two but some people handle situations like this maturely and make it a turning point of their life.

Don’t make events like this your life, this is just part of life and teenage break up and crushes are meant to be kept there in teenage life while you move ahead taking a lesson and implementing it in your life where needed.

I would like to end my story here hoping that people who are reading it would never in life attempt such a sin of taking someone else’s and their own life, for life is a gift of GOD and only he has the right to take it away from you when you have completed your part of drama called LIFE.

First Love

Ahana was listening to the song 'tear drops on my guitar' on her iPod after her third break up and was shedding tears, not for losing him, but for again getting defeated in the field of love, fighting the battle of good looks.

While she was weeping silently she saw a baby trying to walk and while doing so he fell numerous times but he was determined to walk to where his mother was standing, he once fell near her bench and she immediately picked him up and caressed him asking if he got hurt, but that toddler just kept on laughing and meanwhile his mother came there and sat beside her.

"I am sorry I saw him falling so many times that I could not resist holding him, I hope you didn't mind.", she said smiling feebly and looking at that living bundle of joy and getting lost in his innocence.

Looking at him she was down the memory lane reliving her moments with her first love. She was reminded of her first kiss while walking in the park when he suddenly kissed her making her go blank because all she expected was a kiss on cheeks, she smiled while she thought the way he shouted ‘Happy Birthday’ from outside of her hostel building. She dropped a happy tear thinking how she used to blush when he use to try a shirt chosen by her. She thought of that first peck she gave on his cheek while watching their first movie. The first time he cooked her favourite dish following her guidance. She remembers how he came all the way to railway station at 5 in the morning to have a five minute glance of her when they could not even exchange a word.  She was reminded how he cupped her face and said, “I am always there for you, don’t worry”, when she was depressed.

She even thought of the stupid fights she had with him, the way she scolded him for being unhygienic, the way he use to fight with her for forgetting the topic of their previous fights, yeah in her case she was the one who use to forget the reason of their fights. She remembers how on their first valentine’s day he forgot the rose on someone else’s bike, that she gifted him, and she got angry for that. She remembered how he became angry once when her phone was going busy constantly, and how they didn't talk for four continuous days and after that the fight got over by watching a movie together.

She was thinking all this while she was brought back by the lady's voice that pierced her ears, she said, "Be determined like these small kids who fall but get up again till they learn walking, in the process they get hurt, have bruises, cry a lot but in the end when they succeed they make everyone around them happy, and it’s then when we parents think that all those scars and bruises were worth it, and yes in your case the brain is the parent while your heart is it’s toddling kid.”

She then took her baby and left Ahana alone in the pool of thoughts. 

She learnt two things then.  Firstly, to be a better person, the one with loving and caring heart, she will have to go through the rough patches to become so and secondly, first love is as innocent as a baby, for the couple learns everything from their kiss to love making, it’s their first experience ever.

First love is innocent for it does not know what cheating is, for it just know how to love, the possessiveness is not because of mistrust but out of protection.

First love is love for life time, and you can never forget that no matter how many relations you enter after that. First love is beautiful, it’s pristine and it is innocent.

*Smashed*

Sohail was sitting beside the bar looking at the couple that was dancing in the ball, being the centre of attraction for every individual present in there. Sohail organised a ball room party for Rehan and Samridhi, as a gift for their first year marriage anniversary.

Rehan was Sohail's better half, yes that is what they were known as, better halves of each other since first day of college. People could not understand how they shared such an unbreakable bond being totally opposite personalities, but then OPPOSITE ATTRACTS was their forever tag.

It was the first time Sohail looked at Samridhi properly when she entered holding her husband's hand.She was an ordinary girl and the sari was draped beautifully on her delicate body. Her eyes adorned with kajal and eye liner and not a single trace of make up other than the gloss on her lips made her look perfect. Her simplicity was her makeup. Her ears carrying heavy danglers, mangalsutra as necklace and matching bangles were the only jewellery she was wearing.
She was that very girl who was madly in love with Sohail when they were in college but all Sohail did then was mock at her and ignore her. Rehan always stood by Samridhi whenever she was broken. Though he was Sohail's best friend but he had a soft corner for Samridhi. When Samridhi realised that Sohail would never love she stopped making attempts to impress him and entered her shell.
It was Rehan who fell head over heels for Samridhi and helped her becoming a confident person again.Eventually they both had mutual feelings for each other and they started dating each other.
After 5 years of a beautiful relation Sam and Rehan tied the knot together.

Sohail being Rehan's best friend was happy for his friend, but the night he sent his friend to his bedroom for his first night he felt a twitch in his heart. He had no idea why but he could not see Rehan and Samridhi close to each other and he started avoiding their company. He had no idea when he started thinking about Samridhi day and night.
It was that evening when he realized that he was in love with Samridhi rather he was obsessed about her. He could not see that the girl who was mad about him was now his best friend's beloved. He forgot about his surroundings and went straight to them and tried snatching Samridhi from Rehan.
The music stopped everybody was gazing at him by now and he said in a loud voice, "I love you, you are MINE"
"Mr. Sohail I was never yours, not even when I was in love with you. Loving you was my biggest mistake." Samridhi said looking straight into his eyes.

"Leave him and come to me I will give you all the happiness of the world", he said smirking.
"My happiness is him, my husband, the love of my life", she said looking at Rehan and holding hid hand tightly.
"But You loved me", he said disgusted.
"Exactly I LOVED you, but now I don't" she said bluntly.
"What will you take to be mine?" he asked as if begging.
"Nothing, because this person standing here beside me is the best gift you have given me, but you lost me forever the day I decided to be his and I am a dignified woman who remains loyal to the one she commits to, and I have committed to him my entire life.
The day you said that I don't deserve you was the day you actually told the universe that You Mr. Sohail never deserved me."
Listening this he smashed his glass of wine. The beautifully carved wine glass, that was part of his antique collection, laid down on the floor shattered into uncountable pieces just like the pieces of his heart which he can't even spill on the floor. He stood still watching his disgusted best friend go with his wife, and all he lost was a best friend as he never loved her but was just obsessed with her.

It ain't no sin.

"I am free now... I have attained my freedom now"... Thought Prajna to herself.

Standing at the terrace and looking down at parking she could see two bodies there. Both the bodies suffered a heavy blood loss.

All Prajna did, looking at those lifeless bodies was laugh, she was laughing out loud and she was shouting at the top of her voice as if she was letting all her burden out which she was carrying from very long.

She shouted at the top of her voice, “I am free now."

Ambulance came, took the bodies for post mortem.

 Prajna was being found in the entire building and the nearby campus, her paternal uncle in law and his son, her cousin was being brutally murdered by someone, they were first stabbed and then were dropped down from the terrace.

Yes, the same terrace where Prajna was laughing and shouting like a mad girl.

Raghav came running and panting to the terrace to find Prajna already present there to his surprise.

He asked in doubt, "what are you doing here?" There were no lights at the terrace but just the dim moonlight helped Raghav to see blood stains on Prajna's dress.

He held her by her shoulder and pulled her closer, now he could even smell the fresh blood that stained her dress.

He cupped her face and all he asked was, "why?"

Prajna looked into his eyes and tears started flowing profusely from her eyes.

All she could say was,"I could not take it anymore Raghav and I have not committed a sin. I don't regret it." She held her head high and walked towards the edge of the terrace.

Raghav silently walk behind her. It was the first time they were talking to each other.

They both loved each other; they always skipped a heartbeat when they looked into each other’s eyes.

They were neighbours since last 2 years.

At the very first site they fell for each other, but Prajna always acted weird and hence Raghav never got guts to initiate a conversation.

Prajna started narrating her story. Raghav was listening to every word she uttered.

Prajna: "six years ago my parents and my bui (paternal aunt) died in a car crash. I was in class sixth then, I was totally devastated I lost my entire world. My parents, I was totally shattered and broken, I had no one in the name of family. Akshat bhai and phufa ji even lost their mother and wife. They were my whole and sole support. Bhai was in 12th standard I remember. Our sessions just got started. We both were in same school. After the performance of all the rites and ritual bhai n phuphu asked me to move in with them. I had no other option as I had no other relative here.

I use to cry all night long and bhai tried to calm me down, only he knew what I was going through as we both lost our parents."

Prajna was sobbing hard, she was choked.

After wiping her tears she again started narrating it was hard for her but she wanted to do this, she always wanted to share about her suffering to Raghav, since the day she saw him.

Prajna:"we were back to our normal life after a few months, we started living like a family, and we laughed we cried, we cooked, we went out. We did everything together.

Exams were approaching both bhai and me studied hard and took our exams and we passed with flying colours.

It was almost a year now to that accident, to that irreversible loss.

Bhai got admission in the best college here. I was being promoted to class 7th now.

Bhai and I shared the same room. We got different beds. One night bhai was doing something on his laptop and I needed it urgently for a project work so without asking I just snatched it from him. It was an awkward moment for both of us; he was watching an adult movie.

Since that day I could never meet his eyes, but eventually within a month things were normal again.

One fine evening when I came back from school I found phuphu at home. When I asked him about his early arrival he said he had a minor headache so he took a day off.

We had lunch together. After a very long time I was having a company for lunch.

While having lunch phuphu told me that bhai won't return for the night as he went for a road trip with his friends.

The entire day went off. At night after dinner I went to my room. It was around 11 when phuphu came in and asked if I needed something, I nodded with a fake smile. I was afraid of darkness and hence was wondering what to do, how to sleep. Only then did phuphu ask if he could sleep in my room on Bhai's bed.

I nodded in assent. I don't know when I fell asleep."

Prajna left a sigh closed her eyes and continued further.

Prajna: "midnight it was I could feel someone touching me. I got up suddenly, and found phuphu sitting on floor next to my bed. That touch was uncomfortable, that was a wrong touch I know it was wrong. I could not believe my eyes. For a moment I thought I was dreaming. But no it was the harsh reality which was worse than a nightmare. I did not move a bit, my mind was numb I couldn't think that this could ever happen to me.

I did not try to escape I let that beast do what he wanted. Raghav I could not fight for myself that night.

I laid there on the bed like a corpse. My body was bruised and my soul was murdered."

Prajna was weeping by now and Raghav just hugged her and it made her feel protected.

Prajna: "I was lying there naked, when my brother entered my room and both son and father had a great laugh on me. It was their plan. He recorded every moment of the sin of his father.

He came near me and asked, "wanna have fun like that girl in the movie."

I could not believe my ears bhai said that. He was the one who almost killed a boy just because he eyed on me and now."

She could not control her tears. She wept like a kid in embrace of her love.

"you need not continue" Raghav said to Prajna.

She wiped her tears and said, "No Raghav let me say it all today I have kept this within me since so long. Don't stop me; I want to let out this pain of 5 years."

Prajna: "that night was no less than a scary,horror dream for me, my own uncle whom I used to consider as a father figure, and my brother whom I thought to be my protector made me lose my everything that night. I just did not lose my virginity that night, I lost myself, my dignity, my self-respect. I felt as if it was being snatched by me.

I could not feel my body. My heart ache was far beyond the physical pain I was suffering.

They left the room, and I fell asleep crying.

The next morning I woke up, I had a severe headache, as I saw blood on my bed, flash back of whatever happened the last night was right in front of me.

I shouted out loud and that bastard came running into our room, yes that brother of mine, but I didn't feel like calling him bhai, how could I, after what he did last night, I could just call him a beast.

He hushed me and laughed out and asked, "Had fun last night?" and mocked.

I felt like killing him there and then but I could not even move.

He asked me to get fresh and come for breakfast.

I got up though I had no strength yet I did, went to the washroom and tried to get rid of every touch of their.

I was so angry at myself, that I didn't fight and just gave up like that.

I went to the dining space both the f**kers were having breakfast. I sat there with my regular bread jam. I don't know how I got the courage to sit there in front of them. I was so angry that I got up threw a glass on floor and said that I will complain to police and then Akshat just passed his phone to me, a video was going on. I was jaw dropped that video was my, it was the same video of their sin which they recorded last night. I tried to snatch his phone but could not.

He then said, "don't try to be over smart, this video can go viral in a nano second and it won't take us time to abandon you as our faces are nowhere in it."

I was numb again. I was captivated now to a mistake I never did."

Prajna: I went back to my room and Akshat followed me in and he switched on his laptop and came near me. I pushed him back as I even didn't want his shadow to fall over me.

He chuckled and just kept the laptop in front of me and asked me to have a look at the video going on. I could not believe my eyes it was my video. He had an entire folder of my censored videos. He had a camera fit in the room and bathroom. He had videos of my every move.

I was hell afraid, I was living with a pair psychopaths. He said just do as we say and these videos would be a secret. Just between us. He smiled like a devil and left the room."

She turned towards Raghav, faced her and said, "5 long years Raghav, 5 long years, these two sick men,don't know if I can call them humans but,they just raped me every single night and I kept silent. But I was not ready for tonight, I wanted this to end and hence I decided to make them pay for their sins.

I sent two different texts to both of them, I asked both of them to come and meet me on the terrace. I kept a time gap of 10 minutes between both the texts and asked his father to come first.

I was standing right here near the edge holding a dagger in behind as soon as he came near me, I hugged him and alas! Stabbed him in his stomach. He was heavy very carefully I pushed him down and he fell for his death. I smiled I saw him lying there lifeless. But no it was not over yet, I knew Akshat was on his way to meet his death, after 5 minutes of waiting he entered the terrace with that sly smile of his, and for the first time in these 5 years I smiled back at him and that was even for the last time.

The same punishment was given to him as to his father; I punished him in the same way as I punished his father. Stabbed him and made him fall for his death.

I didn't kill them I punished them and I did no sin, 'cause no law could have punished them equivalent to their crime.

I ain't killed them, I punished them and I don't regret it.